him again

All of my cousins said , Meera you should go for it . How will he know that you like him if you dont make a move ? The thing is , I'm a girl , it will look weird if I start it . Then they said , if he fall for someone else , then don't regret . Oh shit , I don't know what to do ! ARGHHHH -.-' but then , if he does fall for someone else , I WILL KILL MYSELF . GAHHHHHHHHH